I reli got bored at home...
Luckily, Kai called me down to Al Falah Mosque...
Some silat photo session was going on...
Rang Zaf and he was going...
So, Zaf and i ended up being the models for the photo session...
So, after thinking hard for the silat moves and poses, the stupid DLSR died...
Only managed to get some draft pictures...
Will upload them when i get them...
So, it was around 7.30pm when i reached...
After prayers, i saw Abang Din...
Okay... So he is amusing...
I mean his over 40 and not married...
He takes care of his mom and has a very good and stable job...
He visits the mosque everyday and spends his time there...
He is a joker... Always the happy, goofy and funny type...
Never once have i ever seen him angry before...
So, i sat and chatted with him for a while...
And he joked about his love life...
He told me about the previous love experiences he had...
Then he asked me if i was searching for one or already had one..
He knew of my desire against getting married...
He told me in a very funny way to not end up like him...
I mean, despite him being such a goof, the guy had a point...
Okay... So let me break it down...
I have this strong desire to not get married...
After all the failed relationships i had, i developed this mindset...
"You are better off alone..."
At times, i kinda sucks not having someone special near you...
On the other hand, im turning 18, living of my mom and do i reli believe i understand love??
Thats crap...
But i mean... I don want to end up like Abang Din...
Happy but at the same time, filled with so many regrets...
I guess that now is not the time to think about all this??
All i need now, are good family members, good friends and good education...
If fate would have me cross paths with love, so be it...
But im not going to go haywire or hoo haa for it...
Thats it...