Today, i had a small argument with mua mom... I went out of the house and met a new friend... TIMMY!! Timmy is mid aged grey coloured cat... He was reli scared and lonely outside my house... I didnt know where he was from... But i started playing with him... He started following me around... And went i left him to go to zafrie's house, he would let out this sad, sympathetic meow... So, i would go back and play with him... So, in the end, i went to zafrie's late for tuition...
In the bus, i was thinking about lots of things... My silent mode kicked in lah... I was thinking about how Timmy would make a better friend and companion than some people... I am glad to have the people i have around me... But it makes you wonder things too... So, not talking bout it lah... I kinda miss Timmy... BCF?? Boy cat friendship??
So, abang dinie was teaching us today... Slacked at his house a while after long studiying and suddenly out of no where, zafrie's mom gave me kueh to bring home and she invited me to dinner with the family at Breeks restaurant... That was a shock and i am quite particular about dinner with someone elses family... And they are paying for it some more...
So, the food costs more than i expected but i realised wad i have been missing for so long... A complete family... A mom, a DAD, a brother and me... That arsehole had to ruin lot of things in my life... I was glad and happy to see their family together but i was envious... Honestly, i was... They seem so close... My family?? A little screwed?? Like the family from "Never Back Down"??
I am blur about life now... I have no relationships going on... Just friends around me... I thank you all for being present in my life... From the smallest of lending me your eraser to the greatness of hanging out together and helping me through crap... And people, a reminder... I am not emo or sad about life... I just love thinking about life, people, relationships and the world... A hobby i guess??? So, tra for now...
APPLE SEDAPPPP???