I woke up today with a heavy head... I stayed up quite late last night staring into the ceiling, realising how lonely i actually am...
My dad is always working and busy... Its as if i ever get to see him at all...
My mom also working.... She leaves before i go to school and is back at around 7... At night, i would always not be at home or i would rarely talk to her...
My brother?? Also long gone... When he around also, i don even talk to him...
I spend lots of time using the com where not many people would come up and chat with me on msn...
My phone has not been vibrating as much as it used to... I sense something wrong with you and i just keep quiet about it lah... Are you neglecting me?? People do msg me... But i end up eiher too moodless or too lazy to reply...
I have friends... The click 4... But they cant be there all the time... But i still appreciate wad you guys do for me... The fun we have and the crap we say...
My other friends in school kinda wanna stay away from me... They see me smoking, hanging out with certain people late into the night... They kinda changed they attitude towards me...
I still gained alot of new friends... Who only come to me for cigarettes... And its not the way i want things to be...
Nothing much that i can do... I have to wait three more months, do well for my o levels and score another 11 points from english, maths and science... Safely got 3 points from cca and malay... I get into poly and i can experience a whole new life with new people... Im anticipating it...
Mira - I will be frank k... Things have reli dried up between us... Things have changed... Its not wad it was last time... I reli do miss the old times but nothing lasts forever... I was hoping it would, but sadly, no... I don know wads going on with you... Busy?? Or other things?? Wadeva it is, i understand... And i am truely sorry, cause i have failed my motto in life... I didnt want things these way...
Haha... So, thats it for this post... Reminds me on a song...
I walk a lonely road... The only one that i have ever known...
So, finally i know wads going on... i hope for the best...